I wish my father had lasted a month longer. I was 19 years old, before the announcement of the university results; we lost our father due to illness. Just one month later, I realized that I have accepted in university. I wish my father had lasted a mont longer, so that I could have seen the happiness on his face when I heard it. He lowers his head, continues a little more slowly with a trembling voice: "Because of my young age, my relationship with him was very friendly." I ask God to give success to those who have lost their parents. Those who do not have parents may they not cut off their emotional and spiritual connection with them. After our father left, we were faced with financial problems and we were in distress, but God's grace included us and the upbringing of our parents was such that we were content people and never saw financial problems as an obstacle. It’s true that maybe our school uniform didn't change year after year, but we always felt happy in life, because we were with our family and the people we loved, being with our family is the only place where financial problems lose their importance. Study period and scientific period When I took the entrance exam and entered the bachelor's degree, I was an ordinary student. I participated in the master entrance exam of the university and was accepted. When I went to that city to register, I felt right when I was filling out the forms that I could continue my studies in a better field. Unfortunately, I gave up and returned home, I explained the matter to my family members, my mother and elder brother were very upset about my decision, and the only answer I gave them was that this field is not something that will make me happy. . For the entrance exam of the following year, I tried from the end of October to the end of February, and the 12th rank in the entrance exam was the result of my efforts. The same thing happened for the Ph.D. Entrance exam. I was accepted in the entrance exam in the last semester of the master's degree with a good rank, but I had obtained this rank when I was busy writing my thesis and studies for the master's course, and I had participated in the entrance exam only with the information I had. The next year, I participated again and ranked sixth in the country in the Ph.D. exam. Throughout my graduate and studies, I have had an average grade of A and have written several articles on genetics. So far, I have participated in several scientific congresses and among the 700 participating articles, my article has been recognized as one of the best and I have presented it as a speaker. About his mother My mother is 73 years old and a housewife, she has a heart disease and she earns a living from farming, which was her father's job, and a few animals that were prepared with the help of the relief foundation. I have been living away from my family for almost 6 years. The days after father After our father passed away, in addition to losing a strong emotional support, everything changed and the responsibilities of each family member changed. On the other hand, the mother did not feel that we children are still at a needy age and we need presence, care and support of the father. Despite the heavy sadness I felt, I had to show my mother that I had coped with the sadness of my father's absence. In general, we had to pretend so that the mother would not worry about our sadness and her grief would not increase. After our father left, we had to follow his responsibilities and do an imitation of his work and duties, while we still did not reach the necessary growth and maturity to be able to take on his father's responsibilities. After my father, I was responsible for farming. Memory of father The first time my father praised my work was when he was sick and entrusted me with the work of leveling the agricultural land. When he saw the results of the work, my father said that if Mehdi did it, then there is no problem. . Less than a month after this, my father passed away. When we were younger, we were not aware of these issues, but now I think that this method was certainly one of my father's educational strategies and I thank God for it. The son has sign of father The work that is done well is routine and the work standard, but the important part is to know the defects, progress is achieved when you find the defects, if I do not know and accept that this weakness exists in me, I’m never trying to fix it and I certainly won't make progress Now I understand what my father said when he said that the part of the work that was done well was the work standard, seek to eliminate the defects, that is when you can achieve the best. Time to get to know Bootorab Institution It's been less than two months since I was introduced to Bootorab Institution by the provincial relief officials, but in this short period of time, I met as good a person as I have in my entire thirty-year life. The more I get to know the members of the institution, the standards of humanity. I see more among them. In this situation, one becomes encouraged and hopeful because there are still people whose concerns are beyond the material world, when you see people who have similar concerns; you understand that they are connected to another place, to another source. We thank God that we have a religion whose teachings open the road to the growth and development that humanity needs and show us the road map. The pride of us Muslims is that we have taken humanity and conscience from the teachings of our religion. The impact and role of Bootorab Institution Familiarizing with this collection made me decide to choose such a path for the future, and I hope that with God's help and your prayers, I will reach a place where I can step on this path. After graduation So far, I have had several job offers, but I think I will find a better job after I finish my studies, God willing. My mother would like me to return to our city, but when she sees that her child's success is formed in a city a thousand kilometers away, she does not stop me and wants me to continue, which is also caused by the love and affection of a mother But more than her, I myself have a desire to return, and my first and last decision is to return to my family, to be with the family, to be with those you love. The greatest desire and goal In my academic, family, and social life, I have many goals in every field, for example, in the field of education, my goal is to enter the post-doctoral program and become a member of the university faculty. But I don't have any wishes, the word "desire" for me evokes something that is beyond the mind, if it is such that I don't want it, otherwise it is no longer a wish and it is defined as a goal for me and I try to achieve it. What is happiness? As long as I move forward in the spiritual dimension and on the path of religious teachings, I feel happy. For me, happiness means when I act according to the teachings of religion. Whenever I feel that I am out of that framework, I no longer feel happy, for example. If I could do something about one of my fellow citizens or classmates, but I did not do it, I do not feel happy. It is true that I have financial problems, but it is spiritual problems that make me upset and not consider myself happy. Are you a successful person? In terms of education, I may consider myself successful, but in other fields, I believe that I could have been better than this. In my opinion, a thirty-year-old young man should have a hand in politics and culture and have a high level in terms of science and society, Someone who has a high level of knowledge, but if he is not like this from a political point of view, he is not a successful person. Of course, politics is different from political work, I mean someone who has political analysis. In my opinion, a successful person should not only cultivate himself in one or two dimensions, he should be elite in each of these branches. The reason for success in education: In the field of education, there were various factors that allowed me to succeed, the first is the ability and talent that God gave me and the will and grace of God, the second is the presence of family members, friends and organizations that supported me, and then determination. I consider myself the cause of my success. Wealth or science? Which one is better? We have a narration from Hazrat Ali who said: "Knowledge is the king." In my opinion, wealth can be achieved through knowledge. To the children of Bootorab: Happy New Year to all children, I hope the New Year will be a turning point in their lives and their goals will be fulfilled. I want them to set a goal in life for themselves and define these goals big and draw a vision of their future. They should be sure that when they are on the path, God will help them and their will definitely become stronger, certainly there will be no limits for them, thank God that financial shortages can be compensated by good people. The last word: I would like to thank each member of my family who took care of me during my studies despite all the limitations and deficiencies we had. They helped me a lot and I consider myself indebted to them. In the end, I would like to thank the institution and all the members of Bootorab who are really working towards great human goals.